Hello, I am Alex Wagner. I know I haven't written in a while but that's only because I've been busy putting my life back together. This is different than my previous posts. Most of them are comedic and are about nonsense that doesn't really need to be read. I feel like this post is going to be different. I'm different. Not like I've lost all my humor or anything, it's just that I have changed for the better. I now have a job, I have good people skills, and I am enrolled in a highly rated high school. But something still isn't right. I don't have a good relationship with God, my little sister is changing in ways that are scaring me. I don't know why, but no matter how much I change myself for the better, I seem to get worse mentally. I'm more angry than ever. Maybe I'm still mad at my mom for not raising me correctly. Or caring. My sister is doing things that are, simply put, terrifying and my mother isn't doing anything. I'm listening to one of my favorite artists(Mansion by NF) as of writing this, and all I want to do is scream and yell along with him as he sings. I'm angry. I'll be back if anything changes.
