As I go into my 15th year on this planet I realized that I'm terrified of getting older. Even my dreams are getting responsible. Last night I had a dream about how I got a job and got underpaid and had to ask my boss why I wasn't being paid fully. It was the most terrifying dream I've ever had. It's scaring me because I may one day be that guy who tells everyone to stop laughing because it's giving me a headache. I want to be fun and adventurous forever and for whatever reason I don't think I will. I might go from this:
To somebody who hates everything and everyone. This scares me mostly because I will always age and I will always become wiser to the point in which I won't do anything because I will know of its outcomes already because I know it won't end up like I want it too. So I guess I will leave you guys with a word of advice. Live the way you want to and never stop yourself from doing something you wan to just because of-wait I forgot what I was saying and now I am sleepy g'night and whatever.
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