Out of Control

I realized that I don't like not being in control of my life. Not things about what I'm going to do today, but things that I know I can't control but want to. For instance, time. Time to me is something I should be able to control only when it fits me. Scenario: I want money. In this scenario I think of the only logical solution... Will myself to go back in time from the future and put money where I want. Of course this doesn't work and it is often anti-climactic. But know matter how many times I need money, I still attempt it and still and get no money. Future me is selfish douche-bag.

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